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Thursday, 1 October 2009

In The End

"And through the eyes of faith I can clearly see"
God Is Good - Don Moen

MR. CHAN is a wonder of an add maths teacher.

He managed to get me to understand factorization today after one and a half years of not being able to even know what it was. I never took the path of factorization to find the value of x in a quadratic equation (ax^2+bx+c=0). I just used the lazy bum's method, the formulae.

However when I came home, Joel wasn't there. I thought he was at his bi-weekly Kumon sessions. Somehow my dad wasn't the least happy. He apparently rang the centre and found out that he wasn't there, and he has not been going twice a week...

Oh shit.

That didn't sound good at all, and now as I'm typng he's going through a really shitty day. He's lost his wristband, had a bad day at school and now this. What actually happened is that dad drove me to the INC Cybercafe to look for him, and shurely he was there. He tried to lie his way out but I said that it wasn't a good idea. Covering a lie with a lie is in no way good, because if one goes bad the whole chain breaks and there goes everything. It's not worth the gamble.

In a few minuted my dad will break the entire story to mum, and then the best that I can do is pray. I came back to school and lit the candles in front of my grandmother's cross. I then said a long prayer to the Lord asking for forgiveness and to cleanse my heart so that I could talk to him.

I also prayed that he be present in this family tonight as this happens, and that what may come out would be productive and beneficial to all parties. I prayed that He drive out every bit of irrationality in the buliding, and that a constructive outcome can be achieved.

I went charismatic for about 5 minutes before extinguishing the candles and took a bath, now I can only hope for the best. It's in your hands, Jesus. Make the best of it.


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